hrm.....its been like a long time im not entered this page already....not checkin' tings inside n watsoever.....notin happen just i dont noe what to write in here....but now...yeah there is sumtin inside ma head n heart that i hav to speak it out loud in here.Notin much i need just wanna feel free to talk with.And that was talkin with the keyboard and monitor,n letop,n my coca cola,n my sad song....n me....hrmm......
and its been a long time oso dat i'll neva speak ting from the bottom of my heart(cehh...lagu bitney bah)but dat was the real ting now. I wont think too much bout this cuz i dont wanna get rain after this.....but i hav to.......no one can listen to me.no one can borrow me they're shoulder for me to cry on....no one can give me they're responses...but in here its ok. All that i noe is i'm already doin' my job to write on.....bout what i feel rite now....
People owez said everythings happen for a reason,is dat true? is there have any reason for me to fall in love with u? is there have any reason for me to loose u in just few moment? we're only have few days to see each other, few minutes to talk...why wont u love me like i love u? One day, maybe u'll see me with somebody new. But it doesen't seem like what u've seen.And it will totally different with what i ever feel with u.. You neva understand me of what i feel bout u. Cuz u might not feel the same ting. Why u gave me hope while u're noe that u'll neva finish what u're just started???it took a minute to fallin in luv with sum1,but why g**dammit so hard to let them go??? I was not so easy to fallin in luv. But with u???i dont noe. It's different. Im oso weired why my heart become so soft with u.......!!!!!a guy like you????hrmm....musykil2....maybe thats what luv is..........or not?? When we're a couple, u seem like dont really care bout me,bout what am i thinkin',am i sad or just unhappy inside,u're just owez make donno!!!!!!fuck u!!!!but at first when we're still a friend,u're so caring,so nice,n owez treat me gud.....for a moment i feel like i'm a little princess in ur heart........but come on girl.....i hav to move on....but deep inside i still have lost my heart. I donno where it goes......it's just dissapear........many heart come to me,and i hurt them alrdy becuz of u. U'll neva noe that. But i still not hepi with it. Im just feel more pain inside.And slowly it's killin' me.........I donno until when i'll b an actress of my own drama...perghhhh....layan jak jak keja ehhhh.....
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